Sex

I've been thinking about this... 'issue' a lot recently and I call it an issue because of the context I normally exist in. AKA the conservative christians.

So this is mainly addressed to that crowd. Most people outside of it have a definition and philosophy and moral code for it that fits their patterns in some way, shape, or form and don't want someone to be telling them otherwise.

Me? I'm in transit. I'm in a place of picking.

Do I keep my 'innocent' and naive attitude, despite it being hypocritical, or do I cast off all I've been raised on and accept it as the new handshake? And of course there's a gray that I'll settle in/am settling in.

And there's always room to say "What the fuck Jeremiah. You're over thinking and it's not a thinking thing." Except I'm a thinking addict. I blame it on the fact that I like to have a grasp on my personal self. And I have been pretending to be something I'm not for far too long now on both ends of the spectrum.

Of course. The issue of sex always leads to identity. Damn you psychodynamic theory.

Back on subject?

Bah. I think it really has nothing to do with any sexual act.

I think the issue or fear or insecurity or over devotion or _______

It's all issues with self-esteem.

And I really don't think sex or being sexual active is any sort of sin nor do I think that being active itself is damaging to a person mentally, physically, or spiritually, and I think in general in the right mindset it is beneficially.

It's all the issue of mindset. If someone thinks being sexual active is bad and they are active then they are inflicting guilt upon themselves.

Now I'm bored with this.

I wish the pioneer wasn't dead with all of modernism.

I wish we had something new to strive towards instead of the constant grind of looking inwards. We are so ugly on the inside.